Maya Ben David

Tiny angels protecting my breasts

Ahem!! Happy new years⭐️ I made you a special new year’s drink.

Ingredients: water from my drinking bowl, some yarn, select nuts from my kibble, a half chewed apple slice. Enjoy!

I brought in the new years with personal good news. Over the break I was worried I had breast cancer because the texture inside my boobs felt slightly different. I have dense boobs so I had to get a breast ultrasound. This is where a stone-faced la...

Glittery bodysuit needs destiny

Your rat has been flailing. I bought a tiny nylon bodysuit that came in a box for $9 at a convenient store and I have nowhere to wear her. I’m not sure what to do with this strange little scrap of sequins except show it off for you in my cage. I would wear it as a costume over something but the fact that the arms don’t cover my shoulders means it has to be on skin or it won’t grip.

I’m finding it hard to make costumes in my new ...

Airplane sweetheart wallet

My dear owners, how I thank thee for the new cage accessories. I know it was a bit extravagant, but I did really need the tiny replica wooden bed and matching furniture.

I made these little silly wallet photos so airplane girl could follow you to the trenches. I'm offering all patrons, old or new, a free one mailed to you! Let me know if you would be interested. Send me a message. I don't care if you live far away; I will mail it to yo...

Ideologically stuck on granny panties

Where are you in your underwear journey?

I found these boxers shorts at Marshalls and I like them so much that I don’t wear them lol. No day is special enough. I’ve gone to so many different locations and I never found another pear.

I actually think I’m in an ideological struggle with my underwear at the moment.

I currently wear (as you may know) 100% cotton granny panties every day. I buy the cheap ones that come in th...

Early release of Prehistoric Airplane!

Dear wise owners,

I have taken your advice on making my prehistoric airplane lore. You may find some of your advice sprinkled into this video! The video will be released to the public in late September, but I wanted to show you the almost-finished version!

It took me a stupid amount of time to make these costumes because I was so fixated on my body looking a certain way in them. I think sewing white piping on the blue suit gave it...

Pls indulge me in this curiosity

Correct me if I’m wrong. I think I hacked the system of why people desire feet pics.

The subject of a foot pic is a high powered woman, often in an office role. She has a uniform: pencil skirt, dress shirt, simple black pantyhose sensible heels and a lanyard. She is pleasant and clean. Her legs and feet are taking her where she needs to be. She never takes breaks. This is where desire seeps in. She’s tired. She’s worked all day, to...

Speculative Airplane Biology

Prehistoric airplanes, pseudoscience and mythology. These are the things I’ve been thinking about lately. I made a fuzzy airplane girl. Like a machine dinosaur. She’s going to contrast with the slick design of my new airplane costume. I’m working on a video about the origins of airplanes. How they were previously feral and are now like domesticated cows.

I don’t know much about science so maybe some of you can help me massage th...

A tentative hello!

I recently went to a furry convention and feel buoyed by the people I met there. Furry art is better art. I’ve had a hard couple of weeks. There’s been a huge influx of men harassing me online. They even found my email and started sending me explicit messages on there. I’ve removed my email from social media, and my website is under construction until I figure out how to feel about this. The furry convention made me feel grounded and lik...

Early Release of new video!!

Please let me know if you see any atrocious spelling errors. I am still working on the audio. It's supposed to come out this Sunday. Lemme know what you think. Our conversations about Sonic have really helped with this video.

Also, let me know if you have any interesting ideas about thought-forms.

-Your rat Tulpa

Bullet Bra

I found a vintage bullet bra or Cone bra, and I'm really into it!! I bought it for my new airplane video, which I need to have finished by the end of next month. Under a spandex morphsuit, which is compressing, I don't think the shape shines. I'm going to use it for another costume. Historically, women wore them under loose sweaters and were called "sweater girls". I need to put together an outfit that will highlight this shape.

It was ...

Modestyshark

I got my period today, which i'm very excited about because it's my peak boob day. I also found two four-leaf clovers. A few weeks before my period, my boobs get bigger and way more painful and I need to wear my bra to bed. On period day, my boobs are still huge but they don't hurt anymore. If you want to start a cycle of some kind, please use today as your marker. Today is the beginning of something for you, and you can decide the end date. M...

Ahem, I have an announcement!

I have something to tell you all...you're gonna have to get me a new rat cage because i'm moving to the United States for grad school. This will be a massive change for me and i'm hoping it will transform me artistically!!

I won't be working my childcare jobs so i'll have more time and the facilities to make things on a bigger scale. I'm going to have my own studio which i've never had before. I've been working out of my bedroom for 10 y...

furthering my research

If you recall my previous posts on bathing suits, I am very invested in boob distribution. I have acquired two more bathing suits that are structurally different to compare with one another. I also took the time to edit some cute monster details to the photos for fun. To be honest, comparing the bras did make me question my sanity, but I think if you wanted to hear from someone sane than you woudn't be listening to your pet rat. My question f...

New Scrump Vid is premiering!!

Pegasus was born from Medusa's severed bloody head, and so must the Scrumps enter this world every few months. I'm doing physically better than ever and very proud to release my mental cope. Once the new scrumps burst out of my body, space will open up for brand new infestations <3

-your evolved scrump

I'm a twerp but i think that's ok

I spent hours making a really stupid set, and I'm very satisfied. I don't know how it happened, but I ended up making a gross optical illusion style room for my set. I think it works for this nerdy girl character who's obsessed with her gun shirt. My script is incredibly strange and complicated so I'm trying hard to reign it in and create a legible story.

Here are the main components of my script:

• A girl is obsessed with he...

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Are lab rats aggressive?

I got the whole lab rat experience and lived to tell the tale. To treat my month-long non-stop migraine, I went to the hospital and they injected nerve blockers into my skull, I did acupuncture and went to a chiropractor, also my friend Abby reminded me to drink water very often every day. Maybe one of these things worked, maybe they all worked together, who knows!

I’m feeling good. I think I’m out of this hell loop. To celebrate, I...

Rat on a fainting couch

Why was Pegasus born from the slain Medusa‘s body? It doesn’t seem fair. Why does magic always exact such a high cost? I’ve been ill all of January and February with insane migraines. I’ve also drawn so many pictures of Scrump Runts.

Here’s how: I have gone off all screens. That means no movies, TV, social media, or news. Every day, I dutifully teach my comic book class, then lie on my fainting couch, listening to classical mu...

Philosophy of breast weight

I’m sheepish. Perhaps every artist is sheepish when their artistic debt is owed. The owing being to the myself, the universe, and to you all. I’m reading a biography on the Victorian writer George Eliot (Mary Ann Evans’s pen name) and she describes time not spent on art as wasted gold. For the past two months, I’ve been applying for my master's and it’s taken all my artistic energy. It makes me angry but there’s nobody to be angry ...

Dobermann Pinscher gun

So here we are, you are about to enjoy a pleasant weekend but I must insist you peak at what your rats been doing in the sawdust.

I’ve spent the past few weeks learning how to cut and sew leather and make armour and a mask. Working with leather is fricken cool and there are so many detailed patterns online! The only downside is that it’s extremely expensive. I feel very fortunate to have your support in times like this because I can...

Gun costume base

My dear rat owners,

Pardon me but I would like to get formal and sincere for a moment. I have felt very grateful lately that I have had the privilege to work through a concept in the presence of such intelligent and introspective people like yourselves. I'm currently conferencing with some cool writers to finish up my script and make sure the tone and core of the piece is clear. Thank you for giving me the benefit of doubt.

In the...

Gun shirt

I'm obsessed with my gun shirt

***Disclaimer*** I do not support gun use. This is not what my work is going to be about.

There are many things that I should be doing. 1) Writing a script for my airplane girl character who I've spent months creating a costume for 2) Applying for masters programs. 3) Taking care of my body so I have a long and fruitful life.

Instead, I am ripping through a script about a gun shirt that I bought at a vintage shop. I tried so...

I tried my best to get forest pics

I had this really cute idea that I would take pics that looked like the tree was trying to pull my skirt up and it would be super realistic like a pinup. It was really hard to do! Firstly I didn’t want to damage a tree so I had to hold a stick out of frame, lift it and walk in and out of frame.

Also, there was random people in the woods that I needed to look out for! You can see some of my inspiration below.

This is may be unsu...

Rat messiah

You shipped me to Banff and all I’m doing is watching Dune theory videos in my studio and listlessly wandering the woods.

I’m doing the Banff artist residency right now. I spent all this time before I left preparing my Air Canada Gal costume and remaking it with my mom but I don’t feel emotionally connected to the character at this moment.

All I care about are false messiahs, prophecies, ego death, multi-millennium human eu...

I would like to steal your brain cells

It’s been 2 days that I’ve been sleeping in the palm of your hand in my blue nighty. A few days ago I got this experimental injectable migraine medication called Ajovy and it’s made me very sleepy! I’m slowly getting out of the haze and feeling pretty good. I think part of my fatigue was the anticipation of giving myself the needle and so I’m in this weird state of relief. Also, it was so much paperwork and strain to get the injectio...

I have a fun activity for us

I just watched a YouTube video on how to find your "true color" using paint chips from the hardware store and I immediately went to Canadian Tire and got a bunch of paint chips to find my colors. I think I am an Autumn with warm colors suiting me best. It's weirdly kind of euphoric to hold up two similar colors and be like, oh hell ya Aubergine hits right. All day I've been looking at people being like, does she KNOW she is wearing her perfe...

Super Saiyan Feminism

The new video is out!! I would describe this video as a haunted house with many secret doors and hallways to explore. The haunted house is a depraved woman. Some of the things you see in the secret rooms are real and some are lies.

In the video I talk briefly about the Edginess quiz I don't think I'm done with your answers, they were too interesting and I think need to be explored even further.

-Your accomplished rat

Stolen Cherry shorts

Taking a break from editing to listen to an audiobook of Jane Eyre and document these cute cherry shorts I stole from a thrift store. So you can consider it a feminist act to admire my doll outfit.

My new video abut edginess is almost done and I really enjoyed reading all your answers to my edginess quiz, they were well written and thoughtful. It made me grateful that I got so lucky with a community that’s intelligent and with interes...

Are you edgy?

hello dear owners,

I have been up since 6 am making this quiz, I hope I didn't wake you. Please answer it to the best of your ability. Feel free to use a code name if you like, the quiz does not collect emails or personal information. I don't need to know your real name because I know you best by the large hand that reaches into my cage and moves things around. I've memorized the lines in your palm. I'll be pacing around until I see my...

What are your thoughts on e-girls?

I've been thinking about this for the past few months. I recently had an encounter where I was trying to explain to someone from the art world why I feel accountable to people who support me on the internet. It was hard to express that the art world has always been sort of a fairweather friend to me and that nerdy people on the internet are the actual reason I'm still able to make art—specifically, video art which is not commodifiable and ab...